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Uhm, sorry?

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 18:13:59 GMT

I'm no longer going to be doing this..Sorry if you're disappointed but...I can't do this anymore..I never have time and there's no feedback..but I'll leave the site up still..cause I mean there is 3 years worth of icons up here =).

On Hold..

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 01:05:10 GMT

until forth notice.

I think this is the coolest and I wanted to share it with you guys..

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 03:19:39 GMT

First, I came across this my freshman year (around this time maybe later on, but that doesn't matter) and most recently I've been on a deleting rampage on my myspace inbox. I read some of the messages and this was a bulletin i posted May 8th..

Act 1 Scene 3
Roasiline doesnt love Romeo, but Romeo loves her and he is sad becasue the one he loves doesnt love him back.

Mercutio: You're in love. Borrow Cupid's Wings, and soar into the sky!

Romeo: I'm too sorely wounded by his arrow to soar with flimsy wings like his. I'm so pinned down, I couldn't jump higher than the depths of misery. I'm sunk beneath love's weight.

Merctuio: "Sinking down" makes love a burden- far to heavy for such a tender thing!

Romeo: Is love a tender thing? Surely it's too rough, too aggressive? It pricks like a thorn!

Mercutio: If love is rough with you, be rough with love! If it pricks, prick it back. It'll soon collapse!

I'll have a real update soon but for now we'll have to deal with this because i'm super busy Soccer is starting up and i still have softball, but let's get some feedback please =) Thanks guys!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 18:34:38 GMT

Pretty hefty update..

Credit:: xoldschool_iconsx ; softsin_icons

I'm sorry!!

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 02:44:19 GMT

I've been super duper busyyyy.
I'll update on Valetines day, because i wont be busy...
Haha, I already got my plans it's gonna go kinda like this
Walmart, Milk Duds, & The Notebook.
That's about it. =).
What's your plans?

I've been waiting for you,

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 17:23:40 GMT

I've been waiting for you.
What's your price?
Tell me what your price is.
I've been waiting for you,
I've been waiting for you.
Let's hope tonight, there is hope tonight.

I just hope one day you see me, & your heart stops.

Those nights when you just can't seem to fall asleep ;
It's because you're awake in someone else's dreams.

Sometime we need to stop analyzing the past,
stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely
how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we
want, and just see what happens.

When you look at me
It's like you're secretly trying to tell me
Not to give up hope.
But I want you to know something,
I almost have.

What is heartbreak?
Is it lying on the bathroom floor trying your damnedest to breathe
while simultaneously wondering why it went wrong,
how you're gonna get up and pretend like everything is alright
and what the hell are you going to do about that hole in your chest?
Yeah, I think thats it.

How could you walk away from me? When I reached out for you in need. Boy, my heart was on the line. I didn't mean to waste your time. Was I just another girl? You pretended was your world? Well it's too late to turn around 'cause you're just a face in the crowd.

Give me something to believe in,
A breath from the breathing
So write it down,
I don't think that I'll close my eyes
'Cause lately I'm not dreaming
So what's the point in sleeping?

“You can’t love anyone that way more than once in a lifetime. It’s too hard and it hurts too much when it ends. The first boy is always the hardest to get over. It’s just the way the world works.”

Sleep with your head against the sky tonight.
I can't count how many times you have made me cry.
I marvel at the way your hair glows in the light.

Credit::: HippieLove_Quotes ;; illXbeXyourXsunset ;; icons_con_queso
What are you listening to?
Treasure Island by Brighten.

No School today,

Tue, 27 Jan 2009 16:17:36 GMT

and i woke up at 7:45.
I'm so bored.
Theses are from pervious entries of mine because i like em a lot.
Sorry for the rerun.

I want to be the lyrics that get stuck in your head all day,
and you can't help but just yelling and singing
them out loud, out of key and out of beat.

i think that sometimes we love people so much that we become numb to it. because if we actually felt how much we really loved them, it would kill us.
that doesn't make you a bad person, it just means your heart is too big.
-riding in cars with boys.

I drew a unicorn in my math class the other day =)

I wanted you to fight for me,
I wanted you to say that there was
no one you'd rather be with,
I wanted you to say that you wanted me.
but you don`t always get what you want, do you?

There aren't very many people in this world who can give you butterflies.
So when you find someone who can, never let them go

Okay the quotes are probably messed up because it sucks, haha and it doesn't want to work for me today! Oh well, i'm going to play cards..

WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?

Little Reminder.. Must Read

Tue, 27 Jan 2009 04:19:50 GMT

I have the new box, and for reals.. Take 2 minutes out of your day and tell me what your listening to, I want some new jams! I don't care if it's Country, Screamo, Rap, or Pop Rock, I'm down with it all =). I'm currently kinda in love with stuff from the 20's. Lol. We have this intern for my US History and we are in the 20's which is the Jazz Period and he brought in some music from the 20's and I was like whoa this is sweet, where did you get it? And He said he borrowed it from limewire. I was like so it's on a CD? and he was like yeah. Then I was like you gotta burn it for me and he said that I could just have the CD, I was excited =). I love our intern. Haha. Okay back on topic... WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TOO?! I'll update tomorrow because I don't have school, yay ice storms. Can I get 5 comments on this entry, though? Let's try =).

I love basketball season =)

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 19:49:31 GMT

I guess I just have to accept that
you aren't the person that I once knew,
and that we aren't the best friends
that we once were . . .

I don't even know what I want. Maybe I just
want to be someone's everything. A good
morning and good night.

Some people just aren't meant to fit into your
life no matter how bad you want them to.

Sometimes people play hard to get just to see if the other persons feelings are real
- One Tree Hill

i'm not perfect. i'll annoy you, tick you
off, say stupid things & then take them back
but all that put aside, you'll never find a girl
who cares more about you than me.

sometimes you need to just give in & take chances
because sometimes there is no "something better"
& we don't always have second chances. sometimes
we only have right now.

if you love something, let it go.
if it comes back, its yours

Life won't always go your way
And that won't ever change
And you'll find blessings in the clouds
And you'll find mercy in the rain.

Vive y deja vivir
Live and let live

I used to want everything to stay the same.
But feelings fade and people change.
So, I'm going to live every moment like its my last, and not let the future be based on
my past.

Credit:: singitoutxlyrics ; hundred_diary_icons ; walk_alonee
What are you listening too?

All i do is think of you.

Sat, 24 Jan 2009 03:15:07 GMT

For the last few days, i've been jamming out to some Christmas music
Haha =).

And I hope that one day when I'm with a different guy, it hurts you as much as you being with her hurts me. Because I can't stand it anymore, I'm done waiting.

Could you please just let me sit here for a while and we could maybe just ~~pretend~~ that I mean something to you?

Obama, Obama, Obama. Haha.

If you hold back feelings because your ~~afraid~~ of being hurt, you always end up hurting anyways.

We all live like we have forever left to live; getting caught up in the drama, wasting precious moments on useless distractions, one day we'll ~~wonder~~ where it all went. Then we will remember that we wasted it on and how it wasn't even worth it.

You're not anyone ~~special~~ to me; you're just a guy. So don't lead me on especially if it's a lie. So leave me alone like you'e aways done because you hurt me too much to be the right one.

The ~~tough~~ thing about following your heart is that people forget to mention that sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. Places that are as scary as they are exciting, and as dangerous as the are alluring. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happy endings. That's not even the difficult part; the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal; you go into the unknown and once you do, you can ~~never~~ go back

This is what i'm listening to right now =)

Mondays I sleep away.
Tuesdays I lay awake.
Wednesday they are the worst.
Thursdays I reminisce.
Fridays, I see your face and I can't breathe.

You always know they're going to be with ~~someone~~ else, but deep inside there’s a little part of you that likes to pretend that they're waiting for you. It's when you see them with someone else that you're forced to grow up and stop playing pretend.

This is how i'm feeling right now...

Think I’m falling, but it’s too far down you said you’d ~~catch~~ me before I hit the ground. But the walls are too strong and I’m finding it too hard to breathe. When I expect you to catch me you just turn around and ~~leave~~.

Credit: mmiscellaneous ; allxaroundxAHmazing

Okay so i have a new box thing..and I want to know what you guys are listening to!
So drop me a comment and i'll put you in there =)